I despise being single. But I also despise certain aspects of relationships: the public expectation of homogenous, perfect cute couples who must never disagree, must love the same things. I am never going to have that with someone, as far as I can see, purely because my tastes are eclectic to say…
At least you have a concrete idea of who you are. If you didn’t, it’d be as bad, if not worse. You may not have a personality that everyone is attracted to, but usually, the people who do have those personalities are dull and change constantly depending on whose company they’re currently keeping.
You’ll meet someone who compliments your personality perfectly. It just may take some time. :)